Should there be something for the universe to watch over and over? For our micro life to see and be seen? For this blog to write and read about?
Life is sometimes, or more often, just stuck. It is just stuck without any reason or maybe because of too many reasons. No matter what the reason, or what the no-reason is, when life gets stuck the world is still spinning around. So hell yeah, it's your own tiny bitty itsy-bitsy world that needs an overhaul here. Not the people in your office. Not the people in front of your long queue. Not your direction-less taxi driver. And not those stupid 'mirip celebrities' who apparently make the climate change threats coming faster through their hot videos.
It is nothing wrong actually when life gets stuck. You just have a perfect life maybe. A loving family, a never-ending challenging work, a healthy body, a nice lover. Or two? Everything is perfectly fine. E-ve-ry-thing. Well, almost everything except that nothing really can excite you. No sad tears. No happy smile. No crazy roller coaster ups and downs. Just perfect. Just fine.
My recent trip to Sumbawa Island brought me to a simple life. Simple life of the island's stock farmers. It seems that their life is stuck. Just there. Taking care of their cows. Chitchatting with fellow farmers. Going home. Chitchatting with family members. I don't really know if they feel their life is stuck. Most probably not. Because some of them are smart, graduated from Mataram University. They have a dream to develop their villages. They encourage the members of the farmer's group to multiply their assets. Not just selling their cows to buy motorcycle, but to keep the cows to be more productive and give them more calves. They have their fighting fields. They have the excitement.
Nothing I guess can guarantee on what kind of life the feeling of 'my life is stuck' strikes. It strikes whoever can feel nothing. Nothing bad. And nothing good. It's just nothing. And I don't know what actually I am writing about here. Is it nothing nothing? Or, something about nothing? But I'll try to write something to make you move your ass from this stuck thing, this nothingness.
Remember the saying: "LIFE GOES ON"?
If life goes on, then it won't stuck forever. It will move my friend, even a little bit.. Better. Or worse. At least it ain't stuck, yeah?

1 comments:
apa rungan? balong ke? ihhh iriiii aku mau ke sumbawa.
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